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Today, for the first time in my life, i miss my ex-bestfriend. Err i dunno why this feeling came after almost a year we dun talk to each other. When i saw her today, ang when she smiled and waving her hand to me, i feel like wanna go to her and give her a big hug. We're bestfriend since we were 8. So close, yeahh, very close. But when we're 13, she made a little tiny mistakes. And, i was the one who makes it like a bigger problem. Yeahhh, this was my fault. Totally my fault. And now, we're not bestfriend anymore. Whose fault? Me. I has broken up our friendship just because a few small mistakes. And those things, totally crap. When i think about it, i realized how stupid i am when i did those decision. i dunno why. Those memories just killing me when it came to my mind. I missed her the way too much. I missed how we used to be. Laughing, gossiping, making stupid jokes and more. Sometimes, she's annoyed me but who cares, everyone made mistakes. Arghh, how immature i am when i was 13. That was me, stupid-damn person. If i could turn back time and fix up everything from the start then i would. Gahhh im so sorry. Truly sorry :'( . I didn't mean it. I miss u. I miss u soo much. Shall we be a bestfriend again? I know, when things gone broken then to make it look perfect anymore, seems like impossible. Just one thing, we have to learn from mistakes.