Oh yeahh , IMISSYOUU . Who is you ? Anyone could be . Hm , every night , my mood is unstable . Sometimes , i get ulalaa , sometimes im sad , and sometimes ive no feelings at all :( Idk , maybe when its night i have the opportunity to do everything . Yeahh everything . Gaahhhh , i miss my buddyz . I miss my tutt , wtf xD , i miss my friend yang kat hujung tu yg jauh sana tuh , haa kao laa tu xD i miss my sis farah hanii :) and and yeahh i miss shopping . Damn i miss everyone . Most of all , i miss 2010 badly . I miss those memories . Hm i dun really enjoy this year . Why ? Because of everything . Naahhh actually its not everything . uhh . Oh my , i do still appreciate this year . Thank Allah i have the opportunity to live for this year ;) Im happy in the same time sad . Because of ? This year , i have a lot of friends . In the same time ive lost a friend that ive known for a year past . Not that lost meaning that i lost her 100 percent . Just that , we're not that closed as we used to . Eventhough i have a lots of new friends , i can still feel that im lonely . Yeahh , its true . Its kinda sad , u know ? Hm just ignore . This year , i wasted my studies . I didnt pay attention to my studies . Yeahh , imma jerk . I know . Its all my fault :( I had to face that problem that brings me into trouble . Oh yeahh , trouble . i sucks . Yes indeed , i know . Its all my fuckingly fault . Its all about my attitude . Yeahh , if u guys , i mean those person that dun know me well , they might think that ive changed . Am i ? Actually , i do notice that ive changed . Well , people do change right ? Thats true . Hm im sorry for my attitude . Im sorry to be rude , im sorry to be secretive , im sorry for all those bloody mess that i did . u know , ive changed myself for the person that i love . Sometimes , they're super annoying *err this is so not for my buddyz , for other ppl . The mess that u guys had done to me effected myself of course . Well , what mess ? Mess that u guys said everything bad about me . It hurts actually . Dont u know ? Hm , well im tryna change myself back to the way i am when i was 14 . Yeahh , 2010 . 2010 was wonderful ! Hm , i do miss those times . Well for 2011 , im grateful enough . That's all i can say . I am grateful to have a sister, a little sister , new friends , keep in touch with the old friends , and those new person that came into my life even though u r a kind of a fairy tale .
I Fuckingly Love My Buddyz !
Youu guys rock my world !
Thankyouu very much for u guys that is willingly to be friends with me for this 15 years of living ! u guys are the best !
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